After a long, long time of setting aside my blog, here I am typing in front of my computer waiting for my food to be cooked. lololol. So yeah, La lang. I just feel to type here kasi la na rin ako makuwentuhan this past few days eh. Me and Ina really find it hard to have a private conversation with each other or as we call it an "alone time". If we are to go to the CR naman, of course nakakailang naman na nasa isang cubicle kami while talking about some petty things. Kung si Mary Rose naman ang isusuggest niyo, well think again. That girl is having some major psychological problems, trust me. Czarina and the rest of the gang are having problems too kaya I feel like, dadagdag pa ako if ever magopen pa ako. Kaya sa yo nalang. :)

November. of course, this month really made me excited because it's my birth month. But I never expected that this month would be the toughest. Well, I might say that I spoke too soon since may December pa pero grabe yung bagyong inabot ko nung november. I felt like tatlong "ondoy" yung nagsalanta sa aken. I expected all of that to happen but not that soon. Akala ko I have enough time para makapagprepare for that pero there I go lumulutang sa baha. LOL poor me.

I tried to swim kahit na hindi ako marunong (oo na hindi talaga!). Pero who knows, baka sa kakatry ko di ba I might get it right? :)

La lang, I just feel bad na naman today. I feel like may nakapatong na naman sa likod ko, feeling kuba na naman. Last night, i mean, THE WHOLE DAY yesterday (lol anu daw?) I was like this talaga. Feeling so down down down and pakiramdam ko na Yeah, I'm wrong and I should apologize and all. Parang ganun. Kaya nga pakiramdam ko I was possessed yesterday. But hey, seriously, pakiramdam ko talaga I made a mortal sin bukod sa hindi pagsimba kahapon. :|

field trip. SAAN BA AKO NAPUNTA?! Yun lang talaga ang nagfoflow sa mind ko nung field trip. 'Di naman sa I make lait lait the site, (well kinda) pero I appreciated naman the place kahit papano kasi relaxing, pero as usual, di ko na naman expected na ganun yung mangyayari. What I expected kasi was field trip but who would've thought na camping pala ang naganap. You know, para kaming mga kambing na iniwan sa isang unknown island. I was so like pissed talaga nung nasa unang destination kami since it was so hot talaga. It made my head spin talagaaa. Sabayan mo pa ng napakasunget na tour guide dun. Isabay mo pa yung isang nalaman ko. ^^

Doon naman sa parang paradise na pinuntahan namin, it was kinda okay kahit na we ate lunch tabi ng nature (LITERALLY). Yung mga damo at mga insekto ay nakikisalo na sa akin. Pero I didn't like the place much di dahil sa ugly siya just because it was so steep talaga. Eh ako kasi, super clumsy I admit, kaya I cannot go down properly kasi nga whenever I walk, puro toes ko yung nasayad sa ground. Kaya I always slip and fall. Buti nalang there's Clint, Kenneth and Daddy Gelo to save me always. Kahit na si Kenneth naitulak pa ako since may tumulak din sa kanya. I'll mention na rin si Reinier for always pushing me, thanks a lot!

We saw nga our families there, the pigs, the monkeys, the owls and so on. I was shocked lang dun sa isang tao if he really is kind of afraid ba sa butterflies since me, myself, I love butterflies eh. La lang. hahaha. There were a lot of Alissa"s" there. Sana balikan ni Alissa someday, iligtas mo ang iyong lahi!


Well after the adventure sa Paradise Ranch and Zoo chuva, we then went to the Clark Museum which I really enjoyed.. THE VIEW OUTSIDE. Grabe, I was so like pissed pa nga nung una because bawal pa food sa loob eh I was eating my soooper large lollipop (credits to cza) at that time, so hinila ko pa si clint pabalik ng bus para itabi muna yung yummy lollipop. Wala lang, we just roamed around the museum and nagpalamig lang. After the museum, jogging lang outside. Grabe I super love the view sa labas, perfect for romance lolol kidding, perfect place talaga for everything. Cool.

Di ko akalain na pagagalain kami sa mall after, buti nalang I brought large amount of money. Duty free something yung style eh, so we were like converting and converting. Conyo talk and act pa kami. Me, Mary and Michaela were really having fun there. We bought three ice cream and Lays for the three of us. May bonus pang chicharon from manong for only 40php, nice.

The most enjoying and fun part of the trip? No other than the TRIP itself. While at the bus! Honestly, I did not enjoy that much the "field trip" but I loved being with my friends kaya nasiyahan din ako nung day na yon. Saya ko parati sa bus kahit na lagi akong main headline. Thankful ako na never ako nahilo ng super, na very rare lang talaga mangyari since di naman ako palalabas. I often changed seats with the others pa, Clint and I were like monkeys na bigla bigla nalang mag aappear. Sayang nga lang, I did not have the chance to sit beside my other friends.

As I have stated earlier, meron talagang bumabagabag sa mind ko. Well as of now, bumabagabag pa rin siya ng super. As in parang stain na eh. La lang, I really really REAAAAALLLYYYY felt bad nung nalaman ko yun, honestly. Hindi naman sa mababaw rin ako, pero I feel like it's my fault kasi. You know! Ako na nga tong nagsabi sa self ko na I would stay distant pero ano pa nga bang ginagawa ko. Nyaaaa~

I have made a decision last day, na sana kayanin ko. It is divided into two parts : Speak and Move. I took the advice of Ina na unahin ko na yung speak and then I'll make a move. Pero as of now, wala pa rin akong nagagawa.

First day, I tried hard but still failed. Okay naman all in all but at the end of the day, something attacked me and I forgot to be on guard kaya ayun, failed. :|

Second day, *today* I almost forgot all about my plans as in nawala talaga sa isip ko 'yun. Ewan ko, si Reinier kasi nilalagnat lol sisihin daw ba. No, seriously nakalimutan ko talaga. I just remembered nung pinaalala ni Ina. Idk why. Then ayun, the thing that attacked me yesterday attacked me again. I wasn't prepared again. Sira na naman mga plano ko. Well, as Ina said di naman kailangan i-rush eh. It takes time.

Actually, I really don't feel good today. Hindi naman ako infected ng disease or what. Hindi lang din dahil sa paso ko sa binti but because ayun. Lagi nalang kasi ako nakakafeel ng ganun kaya pakiramdam ko may loose na tornilyo na sa utak ko.

Naaalala ko kagabi, Dexter and I were talking about something important sabay bigla nalang he asked, sino daw ba crush ko curious lang daw. Hahaha, la lang it was such an ice breaker. Well then, inenumerate ko naman. And yeah, he also thought na natype ko na lahat ng names ng boys sa third year. *LOOOOL*

Kanina at school, as far as I can remember, Gelo asked me the same question. Nakakaloka, bakit ba tinatanong? Kasi kung i-ask niyo kung sino crush ko, better change your sentence to "sino crushES mo?". Crush = admire. Infatuate = kinda deeper than crush. Sana ang tanong nalang, "you're infatuated with whom?" siguro one lang sagot ko. lolololol.

I really want to tell you more stories pa eh, but since hectic masyado ang sched ko and I have to make the script for Filipino, I have to say farewell for now. *smile*

-- Di lang pagiging kabet ang kaya kong gawin. :))

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