This is one of those days.. The feeling that you just suddenly feel down, need a hug and somewhat cry for an unknown reason.

Can you blame and be mad at me some other time? Not now. JUST NOT NOW. I need someone to talk to, someone who can make me feel fine even for a bit and someone who can make my day for even one-fourth :| But instead, many pests continued to eat me alive. Okay.. Well then, ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?

Why can't you people just understand a simple thing. If you wanna bug me, complain to me, blame me, fight with me, slap me, throw jokes at me or whatever me JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. I don't need your nonsense. I feel nonsense why the hell would I want you here? Stupidity kills you know. Why are people so naive? So insensitive?

I wore a fake smile today. Honestly. I wasn't feeling good this day, because of that damn kisses I got. THOSE WERE KISSES FROM DAMN DEMONS. I hate it. Am I a toy? Am I a mannequin for you to practice kissing? Am I a whore whom you can kiss anytime? This is irritating me. You all are getting into my nerves. I am telling myself that this would end soon, IN THE HARD WAY. Damn you fags. You never learn.

My seatmate is kinda adding up to my anger. ^___^ I think that person wants to eat me alive or maybe kill me bit by bit? Sometimes, I cannot ride on to your jokes. I cannot always laugh at your silliness. Not at all times can I have fun with you. I just let you make your day for the least thing I can do. I don't want any damn matters at all. Just want the day to end so let it be. But I was hoping that at least you would rather feel even a BIT that I'm not happy. Well, you didn't. Nobody knows me that well at all.

Quizzes are nonsense. No need to take those at all. If we don't learn, then we don't. If we do, then we do. Grades and scores don't tell what kind of people who we really are at all, those are just numbers anyway.

I was trying to find something to laugh about, that's why I laughed even at the least funniest things. I was hoping that maybe before this day ends, something will make me happy but nothing happened.

I am not feeling well. That's all. Since Yesterday I guess? I was hoping for a positive response today since all I got before was purely negative. But I think this is another week of negativity.

Good luck, Kyle. Smile even though it's a fake one. At least it will make you even more beautiful, that's the only way I can cheer myself up even for 3%.